No like if I'm talking a bunch of bullcrap like that chick Fukawa on the soul app, then knock me out. That is my worst fear now, becoming that level of insane. (idk if you can see our msgs, but just read her profile and you'll get it automatically. Stay away from her and yw lol)
What's yours called again? Esso or smth.
(yes, the kingdom of lucis is located squarely within a gas station.)
So does that make me the only one? I'm flattered lol
(jonas takes it in a teasing direction. a big part of him echoes the sentiment, but the other half would prefer to have company in such an intimidating world.)
I am distraught we're not called Earthers though tbh. It's actually earthlings which is kind of embarrassing like we're tiny or smth but ig compared to everything else in the universe we are.
To us, when we hear "star" we think "ball of fire in the sky" aka the sun. We call our star a planet, which like the difference is p cool actually lol
Wow you guys had so many options, that's rough. Planet-based Earthlings lol you have no idea how ridic that sounds to me and you never will, count yourself blessed.
It's Eosians for us but no one ever says that I'm
[ He hits "send" faster than he means to, fingers hovering over the screen as he momentarily hesitates over his next move. His next choice to share just a bit more. ]
Wow, that was so dramatic for seemingly no reason.
I'm
(waits for a few moments before sending his next text:)
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ik ik it all sounds ridiculous but keep the rest of your commentary to yourself, I am already humiliated enough as it is. idek why they actively chose earthlings. "Eosians" on the other hand makes you guys sound like an alien race to me. lol
Is it Lucia or smth like that? A country I'm guessing.
If America were actually a drug it'd be exactly how you described it. Like those tv ads where they say all the side effects at the end on like 2.5x speed lmfao
There are a few other Earthers I've noticed here but I think most of them are from the country Japan. It's kind of unfair there's no one you can talk to from your star.
Good to know those ads are universal, and by good I mean "trash bin vibes".
Anyway it's w/e. Tell me that Japan and America at least get along or that's gonna make things here dramatic real quick. If I end up having to throw down for you I want a warning.
It's big ig? That questions pretty broad, what's America like?
America and Japan had like a lot of tension in the past bc of war and stuff, but I think it's fine now. That's a person by person thing anyway. Like one guy even taught me how to say a lot of their names. I'm still working on the pronunciation, but yeah.
If you're trying to prove a point about my question though it's not working.
Obviously not all of it's the same bc it's p big, but I've seen a few places in my country and any avg American you met would probably give you the shirt off their back if you needed it. Pass someone on the sidewalk and they'll probably smile at you. It's a passionate place that's really open compared to other countries, but there are problems that come with that lol. There are high crime rates bc everyone's allowed to have guns and the legal system is fucked, some residents have really shit discriminatory opinions sometimes, and there's a lot of bad history.
It's like any other dominant country ig. A lot of it's driven by money though. Healthcare isn't free and it's expensive. College/university isn't free and it's expensive. And we vote in our leaders but the wealthy really have the last say in everything which leaves the poor ppl to just get poorer and more fed up.
tl;dr it's got its problems but it's my home. idk if I liked a lot of it bc of my experiences, but I think I miss it overall if yk what I mean.
[ Jonas could easily blow him off in line with the stupid humor and shallow commiseration they've developed with one another, but he doesn't. He gives a real answer that actually helps Noctis understand this foreign world that's now suddenly managed to become so important in his own life, and it feels validating in a way he doesn't know fully how to verbalize and wouldn't want to try.
With his own affected apathy and disinterested jokes being such a critical defense mechanism for him, it's reassuring to speak with someone willing to be sincere. Is he reading too much into it? It's not like they're talking about any deep secrets... ]
It sounds like a lot
Good, bad, both. You're right that ig every country has a lot of that one way or another tbh but the way you lay it out still makes me think it'd be worth a visit. Just maybe not a long term stay lol
Lucis is a monarchy so the wealthy taking over isn't really a thing we worry about. Unless you count them as the wealthy lmao. [ laughs to hide my tears ]
I'm not gonna pry about the experiences part unless you wanna talk about it. I've had a lot of those lately too tbh.
That's exactly it. Visit for the people and the places, bc a lot of them are really cool, and don't stay for the government practices and top 1%.
Speaking of, screw the monarchy.
(would his opinion change if he knew who he was talking to? no, but jonas might've cushioned the blow. maybe, then, now that they're dead, it's better that noctis is a civilian in his eyes.
noctis is relatable. noctis is "one of them.")
Sorry if you like your setup (I don't want to offend lol), I just think that the old system or whatever is pointless fr. Like there's one in another country and it's just a pretentious family of the super-rich who does nothing helpful with their status. Does yours bother you guys??
Anyway, you can pry np, I just might not answer if it's too heavy. I don't know you that well rn, I don't want to put all my crap on you. I'm good for it and interested in hearing about you if you wanna share though. How about we try the easy stuff first?
[ His first read of the message forces him to place his phone down and take a short lap around his room, and this time it's not his shadow playing any tricks that might be needed to egg on a reaction. This reaction, conscious and single-minded, is all from Noctis himself.
When he does return to the conversation, he's not too much calmer. ]
Congrats on not wanting to offend ig, how do you word that stuff when you do? You didn't really censor it
No they don't bother us. People have issues with them sure but they aren't sitting around just taking money from people if that's what you're envisioning.
jonas, a young american with absolutely no stake in british royalty, pictures an old man from the united kingdom staunchly defending the queen's honour. maybe he should apologize.)
Yes I was envisioning that, but apparently that's not correct. I can now accept that yours is different from the one in my world.
If I'm telling you I didn't want to offend, I mean it. I was attempting to commiserate. Sorry I clearly missed the mark and I'm glad the system works for you ig lol
[ Nothing about the past few weeks has assured Noctis convincingly that their system "works". And that thought is one that brings more anger, yes, but a far greater swell of anxiety and numbness. ]
Yeah
[ It's a mindless, noncommittal reply, a response to nothing in particular but an acknowledgement that at least he's still here. ]
It's not really a subject I wanna dig into rn. We're better off digging into the "easy stuff".
(it's not worth the upset. even his passive-aggressive acknowledgement is too far, wondering if he should feel bad about it. can he even fit anymore inside of him?
when does guilt reach capacity?)
I'm 18. idk ig I'm into music and movies and stuff. Sports, etc.
[ It's not the first time things have gotten tense with Jonas. It's unlikely to be the last. Conflict certainly hasn't ever been something he's shied away from but now, too? When they're just trying to get to know each other?
All he wants to do is ignore it, selfishly. ]
Pretty broad tbh, are we talking horror movies? Comedies?
I'm 20 so now I get to be the old one ig. Pretty into gaming but a guy I know got me into fishing too. Bet he regrets it since now I kick his ass
I'm not big on horror really, idk if you've noticed by now but I'm kind of a wuss. I like comedies as much as the next guy but I'm into war movies the most ig? Like military stuff in general. I think it's neat.
Fishing seems really relaxing. I've never actually gone but I kind of want to try it now.
(he's dead; what else is there to do but quickly strike things off of his bucket list?)
And games are cool too. I'm not a huge into it, but what kind of stuff do you play usually??
Yeah yeah save the shit emoji for smth actually embarrassing lol
Also wuss + war movies/combat = ??? Give yourself a break, doesn't sound like you're a hopeless case tbh. Except for the fact that you don't fish or game but
Used to be an arcade addict but if I don't feel like getting out I've got more options now. RPGs, gachas, MOBAs, card-based stuff, real time strat games, I've got a couple records back home actually. nbd.
Um horror movies are scary, war movies are not. Like ig they are in a different way, but they're not gonna cheaply jump-scare me for 2 hrs. And I said I game, just not a lot.
Sports games are cool like I play this one called FIFA and it's a soccer one (idk if your world has soccer but whatever) and this action game called Grand Theft Auto. You like steal cars and outrun cops and you're a part of a gang and stuff lol
idk what a gacha is but I've heard of everything else. You've seriously got high scores?? bc literally everyone with their name in the top spot that I've heard of is like an esports player big time. Do you go in competitions?
[ You're a terrified cute gamer boy, I'll let you get away with it. ]
We don't have soccer but lmaooo I get it now, I know exactly what kind of gamer you are. What about music? You didn't really go into detail on any of yours tbh
Anyway I never get to go to any of the competitions or anything. [ ... ] Work commitments lol
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What is with that? It's like every 2nd person is a total nutcase.
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Ig I've known weirder so maybe it's me, maybe tomorrow you're gonna flip on me and start acting crazy too lmao
[ please don't ]
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What do you mean you've known weirder? Like in your world there were weirder people?
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And yeah more or less. Your world's Earth right?
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What's yours called again? Esso or smth.
(yes, the kingdom of lucis is located squarely within a gas station.)
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[ Just vague enough to not be accusatory, at least, but his forced socialization still doesn't appear to be wholly appreciated. ]
Eos, ee-ohs. We call it our star but I'm getting from the few convos I've had that that is too confusing for Earthers or Earthians lol
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(jonas takes it in a teasing direction. a big part of him echoes the sentiment, but the other half would prefer to have company in such an intimidating world.)
I am distraught we're not called Earthers though tbh. It's actually earthlings which is kind of embarrassing like we're tiny or smth but ig compared to everything else in the universe we are.
To us, when we hear "star" we think "ball of fire in the sky" aka the sun. We call our star a planet, which like the difference is p cool actually lol
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Wow you guys had so many options, that's rough. Planet-based Earthlings lol you have no idea how ridic that sounds to me and you never will, count yourself blessed.
It's Eosians for us but no one ever says that I'm
[ He hits "send" faster than he means to, fingers hovering over the screen as he momentarily hesitates over his next move. His next choice to share just a bit more. ]
Lucian
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I'm
(waits for a few moments before sending his next text:)
American.
ik ik it all sounds ridiculous but keep the rest of your commentary to yourself, I am already humiliated enough as it is. idek why they actively chose earthlings. "Eosians" on the other hand makes you guys sound like an alien race to me. lol
Is it Lucia or smth like that? A country I'm guessing.
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[ you CRETIN ]
Lucis and yeah, it's a country. Kinda bizarre realizing that people here really don't know about it.
And ftr American sounds like a prescription drug with way too many side effects.
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If America were actually a drug it'd be exactly how you described it. Like those tv ads where they say all the side effects at the end on like 2.5x speed lmfao
There are a few other Earthers I've noticed here but I think most of them are from the country Japan. It's kind of unfair there's no one you can talk to from your star.
What's Lucis like though??
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Anyway it's w/e. Tell me that Japan and America at least get along or that's gonna make things here dramatic real quick. If I end up having to throw down for you I want a warning.
It's big ig? That questions pretty broad, what's America like?
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If you're trying to prove a point about my question though it's not working.
Obviously not all of it's the same bc it's p big, but I've seen a few places in my country and any avg American you met would probably give you the shirt off their back if you needed it. Pass someone on the sidewalk and they'll probably smile at you. It's a passionate place that's really open compared to other countries, but there are problems that come with that lol. There are high crime rates bc everyone's allowed to have guns and the legal system is fucked, some residents have really shit discriminatory opinions sometimes, and there's a lot of bad history.
It's like any other dominant country ig. A lot of it's driven by money though. Healthcare isn't free and it's expensive. College/university isn't free and it's expensive. And we vote in our leaders but the wealthy really have the last say in everything which leaves the poor ppl to just get poorer and more fed up.
tl;dr it's got its problems but it's my home. idk if I liked a lot of it bc of my experiences, but I think I miss it overall if yk what I mean.
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With his own affected apathy and disinterested jokes being such a critical defense mechanism for him, it's reassuring to speak with someone willing to be sincere. Is he reading too much into it? It's not like they're talking about any deep secrets... ]
It sounds like a lot
Good, bad, both. You're right that ig every country has a lot of that one way or another tbh but the way you lay it out still makes me think it'd be worth a visit. Just maybe not a long term stay lol
Lucis is a monarchy so the wealthy taking over isn't really a thing we worry about. Unless you count them as the wealthy lmao. [ laughs to hide my tears ]
I'm not gonna pry about the experiences part unless you wanna talk about it. I've had a lot of those lately too tbh.
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Speaking of, screw the monarchy.
(would his opinion change if he knew who he was talking to? no, but jonas might've cushioned the blow. maybe, then, now that they're dead, it's better that noctis is a civilian in his eyes.
noctis is relatable. noctis is "one of them.")
Sorry if you like your setup (I don't want to offend lol), I just think that the old system or whatever is pointless fr. Like there's one in another country and it's just a pretentious family of the super-rich who does nothing helpful with their status. Does yours bother you guys??
Anyway, you can pry np, I just might not answer if it's too heavy. I don't know you that well rn, I don't want to put all my crap on you. I'm good for it and interested in hearing about you if you wanna share though. How about we try the easy stuff first?
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When he does return to the conversation, he's not too much calmer. ]
Congrats on not wanting to offend ig, how do you word that stuff when you do? You didn't really censor it
No they don't bother us. People have issues with them sure but they aren't sitting around just taking money from people if that's what you're envisioning.
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jonas, a young american with absolutely no stake in british royalty, pictures an old man from the united kingdom staunchly defending the queen's honour. maybe he should apologize.)
Yes I was envisioning that, but apparently that's not correct. I can now accept that yours is different from the one in my world.
If I'm telling you I didn't want to offend, I mean it. I was attempting to commiserate. Sorry I clearly missed the mark and I'm glad the system works for you ig lol
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Yeah
[ It's a mindless, noncommittal reply, a response to nothing in particular but an acknowledgement that at least he's still here. ]
It's not really a subject I wanna dig into rn. We're better off digging into the "easy stuff".
How old you are, what you're into, etc
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(it's not worth the upset. even his passive-aggressive acknowledgement is too far, wondering if he should feel bad about it. can he even fit anymore inside of him?
when does guilt reach capacity?)
I'm 18. idk ig I'm into music and movies and stuff. Sports, etc.
hbu?
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All he wants to do is ignore it, selfishly. ]
Pretty broad tbh, are we talking horror movies? Comedies?
I'm 20 so now I get to be the old one ig. Pretty into gaming but a guy I know got me into fishing too. Bet he regrets it since now I kick his ass
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I'm not big on horror really, idk if you've noticed by now but I'm kind of a wuss. I like comedies as much as the next guy but I'm into war movies the most ig? Like military stuff in general. I think it's neat.
Fishing seems really relaxing. I've never actually gone but I kind of want to try it now.
(he's dead; what else is there to do but quickly strike things off of his bucket list?)
And games are cool too. I'm not a huge into it, but what kind of stuff do you play usually??
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Also wuss + war movies/combat = ??? Give yourself a break, doesn't sound like you're a hopeless case tbh. Except for the fact that you don't fish or game but
Used to be an arcade addict but if I don't feel like getting out I've got more options now. RPGs, gachas, MOBAs, card-based stuff, real time strat games, I've got a couple records back home actually. nbd.
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Sports games are cool like I play this one called FIFA and it's a soccer one (idk if your world has soccer but whatever) and this action game called Grand Theft Auto. You like steal cars and outrun cops and you're a part of a gang and stuff lol
idk what a gacha is but I've heard of everything else. You've seriously got high scores?? bc literally everyone with their name in the top spot that I've heard of is like an esports player big time. Do you go in competitions?
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[ You're a terrified cute gamer boy, I'll let you get away with it. ]
We don't have soccer but lmaooo I get it now, I know exactly what kind of gamer you are. What about music? You didn't really go into detail on any of yours tbh
Anyway I never get to go to any of the competitions or anything. [ ... ] Work commitments lol
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