[He won't deny that something in him burns up, reading that — Jonas telling Nocits that he was serious about him.
A real choice.]
i didn't even fucking know.
i mean, he said shit... but he always says nice shit. right? like he'd tell a bug that he loves it just because that's who he is and it looked cute or something. how was i supposed to know anything he said was serious if he was always messing around? we're just friends. that's what it was. that's what i thought and it never came up anyway.
there's no way it's true that you'd ever be his second choice. are you serious? he's been crazy about you since the beginning. i saw it all the time. he doesn't talk to me the way he talks to you.
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A real choice.]
i didn't even fucking know.
i mean, he said shit... but he always says nice shit. right? like he'd tell a bug that he loves it just because that's who he is and it looked cute or something. how was i supposed to know anything he said was serious if he was always messing around? we're just friends. that's what it was. that's what i thought and it never came up anyway.
there's no way it's true that you'd ever be his second choice. are you serious? he's been crazy about you since the beginning. i saw it all the time. he doesn't talk to me the way he talks to you.