[ As much as he may not want to. Every burden feels unmanageable on his shoulders, but it's intolerable on anyone else's. Anger finds its easiest target in the closest people, and who's closer than yourself? ]
But none of this has been easy. Idk maybe it isn't supposed to be yet
I just know I'm not leaving you until you tell me to go. Even then I'm not making promises. Not when you say stuff like that
When Jonas says it he can almost believe it. Loving others has always been easier than loving himself, and based on how his friend speaks he senses he feels the same way. So how precious is it that he can see a reflection of his own good qualities in Jonas's eyes when he's speaking to him so sincerely? It makes him want to do better. Not just self-deprecate now when he feels he's betrayed him somehow with his own emotions.
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[ Having complex feelings for two people. Entertaining both while trying to commit to one. How is he such an idiot? At least Jonas could see it. ]
Things won't stay as quiet between us this time, deal?
1/2
I'd prefer it ig
But yeah
Deal
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idk I'll accept anything but us ghosting each other
I won't ever do that
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[ As much as he may not want to. Every burden feels unmanageable on his shoulders, but it's intolerable on anyone else's. Anger finds its easiest target in the closest people, and who's closer than yourself? ]
But none of this has been easy. Idk maybe it isn't supposed to be yet
I just know I'm not leaving you until you tell me to go. Even then I'm not making promises. Not when you say stuff like that
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Like things I've never heard anybody say before
Maybe it's bc you're crazy or just the nicest person I've ever met
Take whatever time you need
I'll be here
🎀
When Jonas says it he can almost believe it. Loving others has always been easier than loving himself, and based on how his friend speaks he senses he feels the same way. So how precious is it that he can see a reflection of his own good qualities in Jonas's eyes when he's speaking to him so sincerely? It makes him want to do better. Not just self-deprecate now when he feels he's betrayed him somehow with his own emotions.
He has to fix this. ]
Thanks. I mean it.
It won't be long.