I'm not trying to mess with you, yk that right? If I ever push it just lmk. Sometimes they're hard for me to talk about too
[ Noctis, predictably, misunderstands. Gently, and with good intent, but a misunderstanding nevertheless. It doesn't mean Jonas's next words don't furrow his brow, forcing him to take a moment to himself. ]
Thanks Jonas
From what I heard about her, I think my mom would've felt the same with you. I'll have to keep an eye on you tho, for her sake
I'm not saying you're messing with me, man I'm just sensitive, so the things you say to me are worth a lot Like talking so nicely about my mom and saying you gotta watch my back for her Telling me your mom would like me too
Do you know what I mean?
( Of course, Noctis doesn't. Jonas doesn't even know what he's trying to say.
Maybe they can discuss it next time they're together, openly and frankly. Maybe on that day of fishing, quiet contemplation, and stargazing, after he's had time to organize his thoughts. About his fondness for Cain. About his fondness for Noctis.
nvm idek what I'm going on about lol, just listen I gotta go but I'll text you later What was your mom's name? Like real quick before I go, I just wanna know first
But he remembers how it felt when Jonas spoke to him gently after he told him about his father. Even if he never said Regis's name and the topic strayed so quickly from love to despair, he felt what it was to share a little piece of that part of himself and have it accepted. It felt like a different kind of love. ]
Sure np, this morning's kind of crazy
Thx for reaching out and talking. It helped, so if it helped you too that's good enough for me. And we can keep talking about it later if you want
About Suze. [ It fits. It sounds warm, inviting somehow. He isn't sure he could explain it. ]
Pushing outside into the sand, he chokes out a distressed "Yeah, okay," as though Noctis can hear him. Overwhelmed, he doesn't write back. Not when it'd be so much easier to sink into the strong affection he was finally feeling instead of grief and anxiety.
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You're a good influence on me
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[ Noctis, predictably, misunderstands. Gently, and with good intent, but a misunderstanding nevertheless. It doesn't mean Jonas's next words don't furrow his brow, forcing him to take a moment to himself. ]
Thanks Jonas
From what I heard about her, I think my mom would've felt the same with you. I'll have to keep an eye on you tho, for her sake
What was her name?
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Suzanne
She preferred Suze
She thought it sounded younger
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I'm just sensitive, so the things you say to me are worth a lot
Like talking so nicely about my mom and saying you gotta watch my back for her
Telling me your mom would like me too
Do you know what I mean?
( Of course, Noctis doesn't. Jonas doesn't even know what he's trying to say.
Maybe they can discuss it next time they're together, openly and frankly. Maybe on that day of fishing, quiet contemplation, and stargazing, after he's had time to organize his thoughts. About his fondness for Cain. About his fondness for Noctis.
Maybe then. )
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I gotta go but I'll text you later
What was your mom's name?
Like real quick before I go, I just wanna know first
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But he remembers how it felt when Jonas spoke to him gently after he told him about his father. Even if he never said Regis's name and the topic strayed so quickly from love to despair, he felt what it was to share a little piece of that part of himself and have it accepted. It felt like a different kind of love. ]
Sure np, this morning's kind of crazy
Thx for reaching out and talking. It helped, so if it helped you too that's good enough for me. And we can keep talking about it later if you want
About Suze. [ It fits. It sounds warm, inviting somehow. He isn't sure he could explain it. ]
Or about my mom. Aulea
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Pushing outside into the sand, he chokes out a distressed "Yeah, okay," as though Noctis can hear him. Overwhelmed, he doesn't write back. Not when it'd be so much easier to sink into the strong affection he was finally feeling instead of grief and anxiety.
Not when he has to see Cain. Needs to see Cain. )