Thx for the insight into how you're actually feeling about it
Anything else you wanna exaggerate so you can ignore why I'm pissed? I told you I want you to stop and you said no. Don't act like that's on me or I haven't done right by him lately, that's bullshit. You have no idea what we've talked about just like he's got no idea what I've talked about with you
( Jonas swears beneath his breath, angry. So angry he feels like crying, and at something so fucking stupid.
Why is he continuing to put up with this? This isn't his fault. They were acting immature, and Noctis—He wasn't communicating with Cain clearly enough. "Go fuck yourself" isn't a boundary. It isn't the drawn line. What Noctis is expressing to him now is, so why—
He leaves the conversation, suddenly and with few words. )
[ In one second, without realizing it, they agree.
This is fucking stupid. He shouldn't be reacting this much, not over a picture he was doing his best to ignore, not over Jonas digging in deeper and deeper while he tried to squash it, not over... any of it. He should be focusing on leaving. He should be thinking about doing what he can for these people – two in particular – while he can, while he's here, and then never seeing them ever again.
None of his duties leave room for whatever confused emotions are locked in his chest, imperceptible but stomach-churning. ]
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Anything else you wanna exaggerate so you can ignore why I'm pissed? I told you I want you to stop and you said no. Don't act like that's on me or I haven't done right by him lately, that's bullshit. You have no idea what we've talked about just like he's got no idea what I've talked about with you
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Why is he continuing to put up with this? This isn't his fault. They were acting immature, and Noctis—He wasn't communicating with Cain clearly enough. "Go fuck yourself" isn't a boundary. It isn't the drawn line. What Noctis is expressing to him now is, so why—
He leaves the conversation, suddenly and with few words. )
I'll stop
✌🏻
Bye
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This is fucking stupid. He shouldn't be reacting this much, not over a picture he was doing his best to ignore, not over Jonas digging in deeper and deeper while he tried to squash it, not over... any of it. He should be focusing on leaving. He should be thinking about doing what he can for these people – two in particular – while he can, while he's here, and then never seeing them ever again.
None of his duties leave room for whatever confused emotions are locked in his chest, imperceptible but stomach-churning. ]
Bye