Not in the sense that he denies others help or his time, but in that he so easily becomes tangled up in his own issues and problems, dwelling on himself, on anything in his vicinity. But even with that tendency he takes a moment to cast aside what's twisting in his gut right now, listening to Markus's every word and finding it painfully easy to conjure up images to illustrate the story. Markus hadn't fully known the gift he'd been given until he no longer had it, and he'd just wanted to help him...
And then, to be blamed for it? To be cast aside to deal with his grief alone like that? ]
... sorry. For your loss, and because they wouldn't listen to you. There's no way to get around how wrong that is...
[ He accepts the shame of a quiet sniff as he leans back because it's preferable to letting any tears fall. How does he say what's on his mind...? ]
Yeah. Unbelievable's one word for it. Look--
If you wanna' feel sad or guilty around me, that's okay. Not saying it has to be me, just that I get it a little.
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Not in the sense that he denies others help or his time, but in that he so easily becomes tangled up in his own issues and problems, dwelling on himself, on anything in his vicinity. But even with that tendency he takes a moment to cast aside what's twisting in his gut right now, listening to Markus's every word and finding it painfully easy to conjure up images to illustrate the story. Markus hadn't fully known the gift he'd been given until he no longer had it, and he'd just wanted to help him...
And then, to be blamed for it? To be cast aside to deal with his grief alone like that? ]
... sorry. For your loss, and because they wouldn't listen to you. There's no way to get around how wrong that is...
[ He accepts the shame of a quiet sniff as he leans back because it's preferable to letting any tears fall. How does he say what's on his mind...? ]
Yeah. Unbelievable's one word for it. Look--
If you wanna' feel sad or guilty around me, that's okay. Not saying it has to be me, just that I get it a little.